disgust

When did I become so angry
When did I let you irritate me
When did I lift my skin to let you underneath

When did I become frustrated with situations
When did I take it out on those I love
When did I start blaming those who I don't

When did I only care about 2 people
When did I decide only one of those is myself
When did I ask for support from the other

When did I look at my days with joy
When did I start to look at the world with disgust
When did I learn to filter the good from bad

When did I give up on blind joy
When did I forget the dandelions
When did I forsake the sun?